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| All I really ever need is you |
[27 Aug 2004|01:35am] |
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All I want to do is to be close to you
All I want to do is to be next to you
All I want is you to give up all we had to be
I can’t remember why I’m here
If you’d let me spend my life with you
I havent any plans for today. I know I have to do alot of reading for summer reading. The books pretty interesting so I dont mind. I dont have anything planned for the rest of the day though, and I do not want to be stuck at home all night. Who knows. Tomorrow is the Youth Powerhouse, its in Westminster at Pastor Anthony's church. I dno, Esther and I are going with Worcester Youth Group. We will see Micah Alex and Jared:)Anywho, yesterday I had drama at Gwen's, went alright.
<3goodbye
xoxoxo
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| the most amazing person she ever knew... |
[26 Aug 2004|10:07pm] |
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dflkahbkldgkbvvkfvbghs
it sucks wanting something so bad,
knowing it'll probably never happen..
needing it more than anything
more and more everyday..not close enough
( hopelessly devoted )</center>
I hate being this way...♥
and its impossible for me to even try to explain in words what i'm feeling and whats going through my head..and noone could understand...and i don't know why i bother..but i can't get these feelings to go away..
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| I'm not afraid of what I don't know |
[25 Aug 2004|12:03pm] |
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doo dooo doooooo
I'm bored...I'm about leave. We have to bomb our house cause the flea's still are not gone. It craaaaazay. So I'm going over Michelle's then she bringing me to Justins casa. And we will probably do nothing at all. But it will still be a good time.
I hate knowing everything...oh you know what I mean.
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[24 Aug 2004|05:42pm] |
wow..this sucks big time
stuck @ home
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[24 Aug 2004|01:40pm] |
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Danielle
8.13.85 // 8.24.03
We love you and miss you soo much.
♥
Can't believe it's already been a year.
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[23 Aug 2004|02:38pm] |
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| I never stopped believing in you and me.. |
[23 Aug 2004|11:45am] |
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This weekend hasn't been too bad. Friday was VBS Family Night. Which I attended. I also danced in front of everyone, and Zach being a bully wouldn't come up with me when it was our groups turn. But yah, that was funn.
Saturday was Gianna and Mikayla's partay. So I was at Gwens all day and all night. Didn't do much that night. Except talk to Mike and Kyon.
Sunday I didn't go to church. I didn't feel good. So slept in then got ready and headed to Melanie's partay. I didn't do much there. Talked to some people. Didn't really hang out with the teens. I was aaaaall set. I went home around 6. Justin called me around 8ish and so I got ready and went over there. It was funn. Just like old times. haha. Yah, we did what we do everytime. Listened to music and watched a movie. [The Money Pit] it was amazing. hahahaha. So yah. We also looked at the stars with John. hahaha romantic? yah, but only for Justin and John. I went home around 12. It was a good night.
So now, I'm home. Its about 12 in the afternoon, and I've got nothing planned for the day.Hmm..anybody??
Tomorrow's going to be one year I can't believe it's been that long. :/
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[21 Aug 2004|10:10pm] |
Summers coming to an end..
Embrace it while you can
♥
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| It's time for a looong update.. |
[21 Aug 2004|12:02am] |
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fact: nothing feels better than hott clothes out the dryer..
So this week was fun. I'm a dork and I always have fun at Vacation Bible School. May I remind you, I'm a crew leader..Its horrible cause the crew leaders in my group are worse than the kids. Zach Aaron and myself start all the trouble. We got soaked and the kids were completely dry, then they start throwing water at them and I yelled at them. It was our fault they didn't get their points:(whatev. Then tonight I went off on Christina...But thats for another day. I get so protective over my family.
Tuesday I went to TLC youth group with Sarah and Esther. It was funn. But I think I went over this.
Wednesday Sarah, Amanda, Esther and myself headed to Brockton. Michelle drove us. It was their yg's pool party. It was funn:D I was so excited to see Mike and Kyon. It was a funn time. We swam and played football and ARF. Got home around 9. Around 11 Mike called me and we talked until about 3. He was at Kyons and Esther was on 3-way so we all talked. It was interesting. Sugar Daddy, Snickers, Gummy Bear, and Almond Joy. Yah, we're hot. haha.
Yesterday I went to Kaylas after VBS. We got Chinese food and then went back to her house and slept the afternoon away. It was good until we woke up and were soaked in swet cause Kay thought it would be a cool idea to turn the A/C off. haha. My mom picked me up at 5 and I picked up Gianna and Mikayla from daycare and headed to tehre house cooked them dinner then we had drama at her house. Where I thought I was going to die. But I'm not dead. So I came home, and yah. Kayla ended up sleeping over, haha, we are amazing kayla. So that was fun.
Today I went to VBS then came back and slept then got ready for FAMILY NIGHT. Then I came back here. Waiting for Mike to call....Tomorrow is the girls birthday party. I need money so I can get them a present. Hm
Well I'm going to go eat. <3Goodnight
xoxox
aBoVe Me 187: yes liz you are awesome
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| I know when I go-I'll be on my way to you, the way that's true |
[20 Aug 2004|04:48pm] |
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I won't talk, I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think, I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too,cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true, so I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited, this is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
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| Hmmm. Brockton tomorrow:D |
[18 Aug 2004|12:44am] |
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VBS this week. Its fun. My group is craaazy though. Tonight I went to Youth Group in Worcester. It was fun. I saw Micah and Alex. Anthony was there with Redemption Rock. Tomorrow I'm going to Brockton with Esther and Sarah. Michelle is driving. Its the pool party. So I'm excited. I hope everyone is there:D:D:D
Thats about all the excitement in my life right now.
( A little survey )
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| I never stopped believing in you and me |
[16 Aug 2004|01:49pm] |
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In my mind you never left
Falling wasn't true
I had faith you flew past the sky
Straight through the night
And the sun reflected in your eyes
Carrying the very same thing
In your heart you saved me
But maybe you've stopped listening
Falling on my selfish ways
It takes faith to see
So close your eyes and search
Deeper than just memories
I never stopped believing in you and me
Your leaving never changed things
I've been here for you too long
To just walk away
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| Until the day I day, I'll spill my heart for you |
[13 Aug 2004|11:02pm] |
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Hmmm. Slept over Kayla's last night. It was very much needed for us to get together. We havent gotten together in so long. So it was good. Spent most of the day at her house. Then @ 6:30 Gwendolyn picked me up and we got Esther and went to the movies. We saw Alien vs Predator. It was pretty good.
+Tomorrow I'm going bowling with Sarah, Brianna, Esther, Jared, and Alex. And Micah is a butt so I dont believe he is coming. But it will be fun.
+Next Wednesday I'm going to Brockton. I'm so pumped.:D:D:D:D I'll actually get to see more people than I did last time. I'm excited.
-No call, yet. Hmm..hahaha :D:D:D
+Seeing people from camp soon.
As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now, you know that I'd die too
I'd die too
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
Still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
We make the same mistakes
I take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
For you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
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| And now I still kinda think that I am still in love with you |
[11 Aug 2004|11:18pm] |
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I wish there was a way that you could only see
What you could've had, could've had with me
But instead of telling you how I felt
I kept it all inside and now this what I have delt
I loved how when you smiled and your dimples would show
I loved how you would stare and no one knowed
I loved the way we danced that one night
I loved the way you held me so tight
I swear I loved everything you see
The only thing I hated was how you didnt love me
I loved how it used to be just us two
I loved the way I used to love you
And now it is too late to tell you, cause now you've got her
And now it is too late to ask you, to ask you to be with me
And now it is truly over, as over as it can be
Cause now it hurts me inside when you are holding her hand
I mean I just don't get it! I don't understand
And when you hold her tight I just wanna die
I can't look at you guys it makes me wanna cry
And you'll never know that
And every time I see you together I just wish it were us
And every time I wish I told you, I throw a big fuss
And then I brake down in tears
And fall asleep with all my fears
And it drives me crazy how I wish that you knew that
And now I still burn up with jealousy when I see you side by side
And now I still wanna hold you it's a feeling I can't hide
And now it still drives me crazy when I look up and see you two
And now I still kinda think that I am still in love with you
I loved the way I loved you
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Aaah. VBS meeting. Thats no fun. It's too early. Maybe I will make Sue bring me and Esther somewhere:P
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| B-R-O-C-K-T-O-N, yay! |
[08 Aug 2004|07:49pm] |
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The weekend was pretty good. Friday Gwen, Esther, and I went to Gwen's friends house who was away and went in the hot-tub, played dress-up, and made brownies. It was a fun night. Saturday I worked nextdoor in the morning then got a phone call from Zane saying that his party was saturday afternoon. So I convinced my father to drive me out to Brockton and I chilled with him and Louie yesterday and today. This morning I went to their church. Saw Sean and Jimmy. We were planning on visiting Kristen after church. But those plans fell through. So after church Zane brought me home.
And now I'm supposed to be hanging out with Kayla, but I can't get ahold of her..Hopefully I will soon, so I will still have a ride. I hope soo. :D I miss her. Hmm.
This Wednesday is a possible trip to Brockton Y-G with Christina.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D That's what I would be like if I could go to Youth Group and see Louie, Zane, Mike, Kyon, Sean, and the rest of the gang. I hope so. I can't wait to drive.
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| wow this is alot of entries but im so bored. |
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[ Current Mood ] tired and lonely
[ Current Music ] grease!
[ Current Taste ] smartfood
[ Current Make-up ] todays make-up
[ Current Hair ] ponytail
[ Current Annoyance ] justins "good question", haha.
[ Current Smell ] hairspray
[ Current Favorite Group ] a few
[ Current Book you're reading ] i need to get my summer reading
[ Current CD in CD Player] ATF
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] blue
[ Current Refreshment ] coke
[ Current Worry ] --
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] sarah
[ You Talked to ] my mom
[ You Hugged ] josiah
[ You Instant messaged ] justin
[ You Yelled At ] alex, it was friendly tho
[ You Kissed ] noone
-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] esther
[makes you smile] all of my friends
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] noone
[is easiest to talk to] Justin
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] yah, tehe::blushes::haha
[save aol/aim conversations] i have..
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yeah
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes] negative
[obsessive] nah
[could u live without the computer?] yah
[color ur hair] yah.
[habla espanol] si, y tu? lame, yes.
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 1821
[drink alchohol?] no..
[like watching sunrises or sunset] affirmative
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain] emotional
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ] once. currently/sorta
[of hearts have broken? ] none
[of guys I have kissed?] -none-
[of scars on my body?] a lot
[of things in my past that I regret?] the past has passed
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